A one-sided conversation I sustain and bring anew Cloaked in ignorance A monologue is a regular offering as a due Why then the complain of no serenity? Why not a brief but clear understanding of His Magnanimity? Five minutes of recollection But a minute for reflection “I’m trying”, is the objection But off-set focus is the real projection “Do you not hear?”, the mind questions out of fear But four corners of a box is to what I am beginning to adhere “Distracted you are”, I understand without a tear “A base thing you will become”,  the mind urges, “with a blackened heart as a smear.” “Pay heed before your soul becomes undone.” “Before you and the ground become forever one.” Alas, I cling to hope from Him, Resisting this despicable fight inside that I cannot bear “Lord, only let me good do, Else this life be about nothing much but ado.” By: Aaliyah Alam